As Diana surveyed her newborn baby's face, languid body, and absent cry, she knew something was wrong. Then the doctors delivered devastating news: her first child, Emma, had been born with a rare genetic disorder that would leave her profoundly physically and intellectually disabled.
Diana imagined life with a child with disabilities as a dark and insular one―a life in which she would be forced to exist in the periphery alongside her daughter. Convinced of her inability to love her “imperfect” child and give her the best care and life she deserved, Diana gave Emma up for adoption. But as with all things that are meant to be, Emma found her way back home.
As Emma grew, Diana watched her live life determinedly and unapologetically, radiating love always. Emma evolved from a survivor to a warrior, and the little girl that Diana didn’t think she could love enough rearranged her heart. In her short eighteen years of life, Emma gifted her family the indelible lesson of the healing and redemptive power of love.
This is a mother’s requiem to her perfectly imperfect child―a child who left too soon, but whose lessons continue to inspire a life lived and loved.
This memoir is one of the most real and heartfelt stories I have read in a little while. I don't know Diana or her family. Yet, as I was reading this book I do feel like I got an bit of an intimate look into Diana and her family. Therefore, I believe that Emma is an angel that was sent down from heaven. When God called her home; she heard his call and answered.
I read this book in one day. It was so easy to read as I was truly compelled by Diana, her husband, parents, and Emma. It was as if I could feel the happiness just spilling over the pages pf this book. When Emma would smile, I would smile. I have several friends with disabilities that have either gone on to get married and have children of their own or a friend who is raising a gorgeous daughter with Down's.
We can all learn a lot from the innocent ones that are just living their lives. To be blessed to be in their world is grand. This book is not preachy in any way. Diana just shares Emma's story. A must read.